Audience - Wiš'adel

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week 3, monday

[hotfixer]

[ i want mems so we are in the funhouse. except. ramiel looks startled to be here. ]

Another door glitch...

[sarkazm]

Not where you were going either, huh?

[i'm gonna just yeet at you bc i'm still mobile suffering. now that they're both here, the mirrors kick in pretty fast, and what they show is this:

start at this link, skip down to "is it over?", then once you get to ch'en going 'stand up, talulah' skip past all the ch'en and talulah stuff if you want (tho i think you may like these women tbh) and go to where amiya and w are talking again. then go to this link and search 'sarkaz' to find the w and mercenary bit.

during this, wiš'adel sets a hand on her hip, but she doesn't interrupt it-- she does look a little annoyed over the exposure of, you know, pleading with amiya to trust her and let her help, she has an IMAGE thank you, but. fine. it's whatever.]

[hotfixer]

[ well, sure, she has an image. but ramiel had seen hints of what was behind it - or at least... hoped this was what's behind it.

so she is just. smiiiiiling at wisadel. ]

[sarkazm]

Don't! Don't even start.

[hotfixer]

I am going to start!

[sarkazm]

Ugh- then just get it over with!

[hotfixer]

You seem to really want the best for everyone. It's too bad you aren't interested in staying in Heaven, because I think that you could earn your place easily.

[sarkazm]

All right, all right, let's not take it too far.

[hhhh. her tail swishes.]

Why would I want to stay somewhere boring, anyway?

[hotfixer]

[ shrugs! ]

Why do you think that it would be boring? That's a projection on your part.

[sarkazm]

It has been so far! What else am I supposed to think?

[hotfixer]

[ people are dying ]

What would make it interesting to you?

[sarkazm]

Oh, come on. Surely you don't have to ask.

[hotfixer]

I do.

[sarkazm]

[takes her lighter out of her boob pocket and flicks it on briefly

she just wants to see things explode. maybe a little arson as a treat.]

[hotfixer]

Fire still exists in Heaven. In fact, there have already been multiple fires even in this small section of it.

[ even outside of murder fires. the convenience store is still fire damaged!! ]

[sarkazm]

Sure, sure, but I'd still like a little more than that! I didn't even set any of them.

[she's been soooo good

sort of.]

[hotfixer]

I suspect the problem is that you don't actually want to start a fire.

You just want to bother people using fire as your medium.

[sarkazm]

Are you trying to psychoanalyze me again?

[hotfixer]

No. Psychoanalysis would be saying that you like the chaos because it makes you feel dangerous, unpredictable, and untouchable, which in turn makes you feel safer. You learned that destruction was inevitable, and so the best thing you could do to feel in control was cause it yourself.

Destruction is protection, both in a literal, physical sense, and in an emotional one.

But I really don't think I'm qualified for that kind of thing.

[sarkazm]

I don't know about all that, but I do know there's benefits to people thinking you're crazy and unpredictable. They pretty much just stop questioning anything you decide to do.

[hotfixer]

I don't know about all that either.

[ like she said. not qualified. ]

So it's about forcing your way and ignoring the wishes of others?

[sarkazm]

Sometimes! It all depends, you know?

[hotfixer]

It varies too much to be defined.

Unpredictable.

[sarkazm]

Exactly! Just how I like it to be.

[hotfixer]

[ does not point out that this was part of her psychoanalysis. ]

When you ignore the will of others, do you do it because yours will benefit them in ways they don't realize? Or just because it will benefit yourself at their expense?