Birds are pretty dangerous if you're not careful. [ but also. damn. ] You've told me about the blades but... there's something different about seeing them in action.
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But it sounds complicated nevertheless. To have one, to deal with other people who have one, and to navigate your interactions with the rest of the world who know how important the blades are.
I won't deny that being the bearer of an Enchanted Blade has completely defined my life. [for better or for worse.] But I'll never regret accepting Kumeyuri from Rokuhira-san.
Because it's important to you. And what Rokuhira stood for is something you firmly believe in, right? You don't seem like someone who accepts great responsibility without knowing how it'll change you and accepting it.
[well we just got lore yesterday that when uruha accepted this blade he also accepted having his life literally tied to another guy's and that he'll just FCKIN DIE if the other dude does so yeah there was a lot of faith going on here]
You'd be surprised how many people might not actually agree with that. [ not her, but in general. ] Or they don't know exactly how much responsibility they're agreeing to.
I think to regret nothing would mean you don't feel anything at all, and that's an even bigger problem. [ says the girl who does feel a lot even if she does not always say so. ] Not that I want to say it's a good thing, but... I think that's a good thing.
Mm. Yeah, I get what you mean. The same way that I'd tell some of the kids here that it's better if they don't get used to the deaths, even if it would make it easier to handle.
I would say the same should also be said for the adults here, but it may be too late and some of you are, unfortunately, too used to death. [ ... ] I don't want them to get too used to it either. This wasn't meant to hurt them worse.
[ STOP i was mobile and now i am not, so conveniently, speaking of dying: a memory appears. also general visual of the kids (gansey with glasses, ronan with the bird, adam with the coke shirt, noah in the vest.) ]
... a lot of things, I think. [ she frowns to that. ] Cabeswater, for one. Noah, for another. And the connection between the two of them. It was the first time we learned what happened to him.
I'm not entirely sure. According to the others, Noah sort of just showed up one day and they befriended him. He was living at Monmouth with Gansey and Ronan for a while. Nobody noticed he was dead until that moment we found his car, even though he tried to tell us multiple ways.
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But it sounds complicated nevertheless. To have one, to deal with other people who have one, and to navigate your interactions with the rest of the world who know how important the blades are.
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Responsibility isn't something you half-ass.
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I have some here and there, like everyone else. I don't think it's really possible to regret absolutely nothing.
But I do stand by most of the choices I've made, even if I'm not necessarily proud of them all.
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[MY MEMSHARE TY]
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[ STOP i was mobile and now i am not, so conveniently, speaking of dying: a memory appears. also general visual of the kids (gansey with glasses, ronan with the bird, adam with the coke shirt, noah in the vest.) ]
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What was that...?
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[well, that's hopefully better than him dying after they met. probably?]
How'd you meet, then?
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Nobody noticed he was dead...?
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