[ don't just question if it's good or bad she's here??? ]
Some of the oldest are from the 1700s, I think, but nothing like this. I'm actually not even sure this would count in the modern world. [ browsing... ] It doesn't hurt to look I guess, does it?
[ he has had a not great week. thank you for fact checking blue i will take this ]
I did hear about some in other cities, but there wasn't one in mine. [ Unsure if he would have been able to implement one, anyway. Too much was being done already. ] I suppose. As long as we can avoid doors.
[ i really had this open somewhere and lost it. anyway, that is fair. ]
You do realize we're going to have to leave through the door eventually. [ but that is a later problem. for now, we browse. we will come upon a door sooner or later, perhaps trying to go into the next room. ]
I haven't really experienced the door problem until lately. But it does feel like it's getting a little worse, doesn't it?
Then consider yourself lucky I have plenty of things to be curious about in this room. [ including jacopo himself, but that's neither here nor there. ]
Higher than last week. And it does worry me then that it'll mean they'll be higher again in the coming weeks. But I doubt the solution is total isolation either.
Of course not. We've always speculated it's a side-effect of you not quite being integrated into heaven, but not being alive either. Your soul is here but you're not quite over the edge, so your body and mind are reacting differently. That's our best guess though.
[ well, unlike gabriel, zuriel's response to seeing something like this is to full-on stop and just watch it for a while. and her expression shifts as the memory goes, from confusion to uncertainty to outright sadness at the end before she lets her gaze drift back to jacopo instead. ]
... I think I understand a little better now. Why you wouldn't want to go through with the judgment, or even consider really going back.
[ He doesn't even need to watch or look at them to know what's playing. The sound of Morgana's weak voice is enough... It still affects him. He's having many thoughts, all contending. ]
I'm sure my spot could have gone to someone else.
[ More deserving, even if this is more about how he can't forgive himself, let alone redeem for himself. ]
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week 3, wednesday
What do you think about museums?
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I don't know much about them.
[ they do not exist in the middle ages i think ]
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Some of the oldest are from the 1700s, I think, but nothing like this. I'm actually not even sure this would count in the modern world. [ browsing... ] It doesn't hurt to look I guess, does it?
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I did hear about some in other cities, but there wasn't one in mine. [ Unsure if he would have been able to implement one, anyway. Too much was being done already. ] I suppose. As long as we can avoid doors.
[ Doors. Bad. They can't avoid doors, though. ]
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You do realize we're going to have to leave through the door eventually. [ but that is a later problem. for now, we browse. we will come upon a door sooner or later, perhaps trying to go into the next room. ]
I haven't really experienced the door problem until lately. But it does feel like it's getting a little worse, doesn't it?
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Eventually doesn't mean anytime soon. [ SO!!! He just shadows her. ] The chances are not... High, but still often enough that it's becoming a problem.
[ Yes. ]
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Higher than last week. And it does worry me then that it'll mean they'll be higher again in the coming weeks. But I doubt the solution is total isolation either.
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... Are these weekly phenomena not chosen by you three?
[ he just assumed you guys and god were fucking around ]
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Of course not. We've always speculated it's a side-effect of you not quite being integrated into heaven, but not being alive either. Your soul is here but you're not quite over the edge, so your body and mind are reacting differently. That's our best guess though.
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Fantastic.
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Jacopo, have you been living with that idea for the last month?
[ WHY DIDN'T YOU JUST ASK. ]
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[ this is true isn't it ]
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Do you just prefer not to mention things because you're used to suffering in some capacity?
[ and then complain about sillier, smaller things??? ]
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[ HE IS A FICKLE PERSON even though he's also incredibly consistent. ]
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How often do I catch you in a good mood versus a bad mood anyhow?
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I don't know if it's better to say "it's only a week" or "maybe next week will be better." Depending on how optimistic you may be feeling.
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well they are interrupted by this.... ]
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... I think I understand a little better now. Why you wouldn't want to go through with the judgment, or even consider really going back.
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[ He doesn't even need to watch or look at them to know what's playing. The sound of Morgana's weak voice is enough... It still affects him. He's having many thoughts, all contending. ]
I'm sure my spot could have gone to someone else.
[ More deserving, even if this is more about how he can't forgive himself, let alone redeem for himself. ]
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... how long ago was that? [ a pause. ] Is there any way to help her at all?
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[ IT'S SOOOO RECENT. ]
... I could have released her earlier, I suppose.
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[ and things don't quite add up. ]
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I thought it was worth the sacrifice.
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... walk me through that thought process. [ a pause. ] Please?
[ see? polite. ]
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