But I don't know how much right I have to that feeling when it's our job to have prevented all of this.
[ she shakes her head though and kind of adds the rest quickly because that puts shadowheart in a position of. maybe feeling obligated to say something comforting, which isn't the point. ]
... It is better to know than to not. Looking away from the truth can't be the right answer.
If you're holding out on an easy solution that could have avoided any of this from happening, perhaps some sort of on/off switch you forgot about, I'll be cross. But otherwise, I'll grant my permission for you to have feelings about it.
[ sometimes you have internalized that you are a burden and that really crosses wires with also knowing you are here in a 'job' capacity. don't worry about it!!! ]
No. If we had any solutions we were hiding, they would have come out by now.
No, but I doubt Charlie would be sending letters with this information if it was only over an apple. She wouldn't care about us getting revenge, she'd care about us being able to save him.
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Charlie's letter says Kiraman, Lailah and Mary are the angels over there.
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I see...
I suppose if they can all talk to each other over there, that information would be trustworthy...
[ she likes claude so this? sucks? but she has zero reason to doubt. ]
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I only worry I'm misinterpreting it somehow. Maybe I'm seeing something because I already thought it was there.
Are you alright?
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But I don't know how much right I have to that feeling when it's our job to have prevented all of this.
[ she shakes her head though and kind of adds the rest quickly because that puts shadowheart in a position of. maybe feeling obligated to say something comforting, which isn't the point. ]
... It is better to know than to not. Looking away from the truth can't be the right answer.
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If you're holding out on an easy solution that could have avoided any of this from happening, perhaps some sort of on/off switch you forgot about, I'll be cross. But otherwise, I'll grant my permission for you to have feelings about it.
[sighing.]
No. I certainly don't think so.
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No. If we had any solutions we were hiding, they would have come out by now.
... Have the letters said why? Affliction or...?
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I suppose that's a relief, in a way...? He seemed like someone capable of making hard decisions. But I also don't think he was cruel, so...
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What remains is what to do about it now that the trial is over.
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[at least god told her there wasn't but maybe he was being a liar.]
So, one of us needs to kill him. Though ideally it won't happen directly in front of everyone.
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I think it would be best to confront him. If he's been afflicted, we could learn a lot about how it works, now that we have more time.
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