W5 CYOA - Zhongli, Akihiko, Laurence, Ali Zoph

[holyspirits]

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[holyspirits]

Not so fast.

[ He can try to leave, but the video is still playing. More and more guests are starting to wander over, the crowd of them cutting off his exit as they realize there's actually a "movie" to watch and try to claim good seats.

Him walking away is not going to make this video stop playing. Him trying to turn his back on it doesn't change what he's done.

The video progresses, violence in the candy castle foyer playing out just as he remembers.

But sure! He can send that text! ]

[ziosar]

[he came here to attack some idol person he doesn't know and instead he is getting attacked in a new and novel way!!!

Putting the phone away and noting his way out is blocked by crowds of people, he turns towards her]

I won't bother asking where or how you got that from, but that doesn't mean you can just air someone's past like that.

Just turn it off, please. I'm trying to start over, alright?

[He's trying not to make a scene because if he goes and like unplugs the projector or anything, it will cause a hubbub, he's sure, but damn, he never thought that here, in this ship of all places, his own crime would be reminded]

[holyspirits]

Why should I turn it off? Why do you get to decide when it's time to put the past behind you? Because you're the only one left?

[ziosar]

[Ugh...Akihiko puts his hand on his face for a moment]

Of course not!

[How to put it into words...]

...because nobody else gets to decide that but me. I'm the one who has to change. Obviously I'm the one who has to figure out when and where the starting point of any change is at.

So fine, if you and the rest want to gawk at that, go ahead. See if I care.

[He cares, deeply, but damn it, what else is he supposed to do without causing a whole mess that can put the current mission into peril? Sucks to have to swallow this bitterness, because it feels like a constant punch to the stomach to have this reminder especially when it's all so fresh, but oh well]

[holyspirits]

Pretty convenient. You decide you want to change, so no one else gets to care about what you've done anymore?

[ziosar]

What anyone else thinks won't change what I have decided, and besides, I don't owe you nor anyone on this ship anything.

[Or at least he hopes so, because if it turns out this ship's population will, who knows, turn up at the end to vote or something to decide if he gets redemption or not, he's screwed!]

[holyspirits]

Do you owe anyone anything? The truth, for example? Sounds to me like you just act selfishly and dress it up in nice words after so you can forget about it.

[ The footage on the projector changes to his execution with Laurence.

The crowd gasps and oohs sympathetically, but Akihiko gets the feeling it isn't him they're sympathetic towards. ]

[ziosar]

[Akihiko sure can feel the stares of the crowd, watching his execution. Great! What's next, he wonders, what other salt is going to get rubbed into his wounds next?! Akihiko grits his teeth for a moment]

Do you really think any of that is something I can forget?! I couldn't even if I wanted! All that is going to follow me forever. But that doesn't mean I'm going to grovel in front of any random girl on a random ship!

[holyspirits]

[ She doesn't respond to him, instead focusing briefly on Ali. RUDE. ]