[ Slowly, she manages a few bites. Moving hurts like hell, the searing pain racing down to her hands, but if she can at least alleviate the pain somewhere, she can satisfy her stomach. ]
I'm sorry. I wish I could remember... B- but I don't want to hurt her.
if koharu was taken to the girl on the altar again today, and a knife put in her hand, would she still find herself unable to do as she was commanded? and if she was beaten and starved and her mind erased again and brought back there once more, would she still be unable to do it? how long could she hold out? or would it be that no matter how much pain she endured, and no matter how exhausted and confused she was, and how much the girl on the altar was just a stranger, almost just a piece of meat, she still would be unable to bring her own hands to hurt her?
you can answer this however you would like to answer, and we'll go from there.]
[ okay phew i was really like i hope i don't have to make siz replay this entire scenario forever
But I will say she ultimately doesn't do it, not because she's brave or rebellious but because she has no freakin backbone whatsoever. Maybe she's come close a couple of times but always chickens out in the end. ]
that's perfectly fine! what state does that ultimately leave her in, then? after a long, long time of this scenario being repeated forever, even if she never manages to act? tell me how Hollowcry feels.]
[ oh totally broken and dead inside. there is no will left in this girlie. which sounds dramatic to type but this really is just a regularass teenager being held to commit crimes.......... ]
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holyspirits) wrote2025-02-23 02:30 pm
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[he will sit down outside her cell, keeping one eye out for anyone coming near.]
...We're friends. We try to take care of each other, when we can. Even if you don't remember, I'll remind you as many times as I have to.
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[ Slowly, she manages a few bites. Moving hurts like hell, the searing pain racing down to her hands, but if she can at least alleviate the pain somewhere, she can satisfy her stomach. ]
I'm sorry. I wish I could remember... B- but I don't want to hurt her.
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[but he doesn't seem like he's telling her she should or she shouldn't, he's just worried about her.]
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[ She visibly deflates. ]
Who—even are they? Why are we here?
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[and then there's a sound of footsteps in the hallway, and this boy looks absolutely panicked.]
If I get caught here, they'll - [he looks apologetic, like he's hoping she'll give him permission, not ask him to be brave.]
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Please go. Hurry.
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the next morning, she's dragged out and taken to the mirror again.]
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if koharu was taken to the girl on the altar again today, and a knife put in her hand, would she still find herself unable to do as she was commanded? and if she was beaten and starved and her mind erased again and brought back there once more, would she still be unable to do it? how long could she hold out? or would it be that no matter how much pain she endured, and no matter how exhausted and confused she was, and how much the girl on the altar was just a stranger, almost just a piece of meat, she still would be unable to bring her own hands to hurt her?
you can answer this however you would like to answer, and we'll go from there.]
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But I will say she ultimately doesn't do it, not because she's brave or rebellious but because she has no freakin backbone whatsoever. Maybe she's come close a couple of times but always chickens out in the end. ]
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that's perfectly fine! what state does that ultimately leave her in, then? after a long, long time of this scenario being repeated forever, even if she never manages to act? tell me how Hollowcry feels.]
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well, in that case, hold on for part four.]