I like plans. I like being in control and knowing things. It comes with the territory of what my life's been like for a while. [ they shake their head without explaining that; ] Which is why every bit of this is infuriating, but it's worse for all of you, so.
What about you? Is taking every day as it comes natural?
It depends on which part of my life you mean. Sometimes, there's little other choice, but I did like coming up with some plans as contingencies. I wouldn't say I'm passive, as a person.
[ but sometimes, you live in a memory world, and memories don't usually introduce anything new. ]
What has your life been like that makes plans so necessary?
It's hard to explain. It wasn't so much necessary as it was just something I needed to do. And it's not like I object to a little chaos. [ they could not be any more vague if they tried ] Maybe it's less plans and more that I like being in control.
Even guides can have people to rely on. I don't think that should stop because of your duty. It's only... if it's whether you don't want it, but that'd sound a little lonely to me.
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I like plans. I like being in control and knowing things. It comes with the territory of what my life's been like for a while. [ they shake their head without explaining that; ] Which is why every bit of this is infuriating, but it's worse for all of you, so.
What about you? Is taking every day as it comes natural?
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[ but sometimes, you live in a memory world, and memories don't usually introduce anything new. ]
What has your life been like that makes plans so necessary?
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wish she were mean enough to say like a control freak? anyway, she nods. ]
That's understandable. Even when a little chaos is fun, having control when things can get too out of hand... it makes things easier.
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Maybe it's sort of that. Maybe I'm not used to having to rely on other people anymore. [ wry. ] But none of that really matters. I'm just the guide.
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[ you know! ]
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[ she doesn't know. ]
I don't know.
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[ :o ]
How benevolent.... Do you receive any perks for being here?
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[ she laughs. it's almost one of pleasant surprise. ]
It's better if your work is also fun, but even I can't say it's not work. I love all of them, but I had my time bringing a dozen people together.
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[ dan... rip... ]
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[ teasingly ]
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[ although she sounds very amused. ]
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