... [ well. yeah. ] Even knowing it was coming, and even knowing he asked, and what it was for, it didn't change how any of us felt. He was still dead. And he shouldn't have had to be.
Always. [ it sucks! ] ... I knew he was going to die that year even before I met him. I was hoping it wouldn't be because of me after all. But... we brought him back. It worked.
It did--? Was it the kind of thing where it's like... now you have to stay away from him 'cause it'll just happen again, or did you get to sort of go back to normal there?
Mostly normal. We were in the middle of planning a road trip crosscountry with one of our friends. In a dream car created by another one of our friends. [ dumb. ]
At the time it felt like the only thing we gave up was Cabeswater. But now... it appears there was more to that than we believed. And the boys don't realize it, most likely, if I didn't before coming here.
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[the ones who don't deserve that.]
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At the time it felt like the only thing we gave up was Cabeswater. But now... it appears there was more to that than we believed. And the boys don't realize it, most likely, if I didn't before coming here.
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...what else was there to giving that up?
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