Well they were very close, weren't they? I can see where he might feel like people may not understand the exact level of hurt he's feeling. But today felt more combative than usual.
Half of us getting fucked up this week didn't help. I think Jiaoqiu was still feeling it, which probably means his group was too... I'd bet some of the others had the same problem.
Hits different when it's so many people with brain problems AND so many of us physically injured, plus the person we have to be most concerned with containing is built like a truck.
Yeah... so many of you kept coming back, it almost felt endless. And it's always hard those days following. But Marcoh was one of those people too, wasn't he? Do you think that may have had something to do with all of this?
It doesn't help that knowing how this place works, tomorrow he'll have to be the one in that ring with Siffrin. They're friends. That always makes it worse, too.
Yeah. With no further incidents it should be easier to at least remember why you were initially here. And what choices you might need to make in the coming days.
... yeah. This was meant to be a lot more peaceful to give you time to actually self-reflect and try to improve. And I know this has actually made some things worse, which is likely what the Entity wanted in the first place just to make it more difficult.
I'd think everything would be judged differently then.
I guess at least it's a good look at what we're like under, you know, constant threat of second death? The shit we do in dire circumstances. Not that it helps the improvement part, buuut I'd think that divine fin of yours should have gotten something out of it.
Trial by fire, but also something to show your strength of will and ability to express empathy. Those are important things that make up a person, I agree, but at the same time I'm sure there's more God's reviewing that even we don't know yet.
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I thought maybe knowing he would be back on Monday would help even a little, but I'm afraid that somehow made it worse.
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...I get this is rough on all of us, but he's acting like he's the only one going through it here.
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Hits different when it's so many people with brain problems AND so many of us physically injured, plus the person we have to be most concerned with containing is built like a truck.
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How do you think the way this whole mess has gone the last few weeks is gonna impact it?
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God isn't going to hold strong judgment against anyone who was afflicted or anything if that's what you're thinking.
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I'd think everything would be judged differently then.
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Trial by fire, but also something to show your strength of will and ability to express empathy. Those are important things that make up a person, I agree, but at the same time I'm sure there's more God's reviewing that even we don't know yet.
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