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[personal profile] configurer 2025-03-22 07:53 am (UTC)(link)
Good. Because I think it's a pain worth enduring. You'd spend the rest of your life wondering instead, and--that's worse.
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[personal profile] sacredpath 2025-03-23 02:31 pm (UTC)(link)
The truth is, I think I could stop wondering and move past it, as long as I knew I had Lady Shar.

[it would be a lot easier to just give up on finding some other part of herself that she wants to think is buried there.]
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[personal profile] configurer 2025-03-23 11:16 pm (UTC)(link)
But you didn't have her. Not really.
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[personal profile] sacredpath 2025-03-24 03:16 am (UTC)(link)
...Well, no. But I had the promise that if I followed her instructions, I would have her.

And there was a world where it was true. Where I did as I was told, and she rewarded me the way she promised, made me her champion, took away all of the pain.