[ i need you to know pantheon also has those things in a way ]
It's... fine. Or, well. It wasn't fine, for a long time, especially with what happened after that, but. [ shakes her head ] I don't know. There's a lot I still agree with when I think of what I said, and there's a lot I don't. I think that's what remembering youth is.
[yeah, but she did know, this was the real teenager saying all of this. maybe actually growing up is different; you realize that there maybe isn't ever a moment where you become an independent adult, no matter what it might seem.]
Is that to do with why you took such a young looking form?
Oh, there's a lot of reasons for that. The main one is that this was the form I was in when God came to talk to me, so I didn't see the point in changing back. Not that I can't.
Maybe it'd be easier for some of you if I looked physically older, but honestly I thought explaining the change after you all saw me the first time was more trouble than it's worth.
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It's... fine. Or, well. It wasn't fine, for a long time, especially with what happened after that, but. [ shakes her head ] I don't know. There's a lot I still agree with when I think of what I said, and there's a lot I don't. I think that's what remembering youth is.
[ looks exactly the same age ]
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Is that to do with why you took such a young looking form?
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Maybe it'd be easier for some of you if I looked physically older, but honestly I thought explaining the change after you all saw me the first time was more trouble than it's worth.
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I think whatever form you're comfortable with would not trouble me, but if this is the one that serves you best, that's fine by me.
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That's good. I like talking with you. [ a little teasingly. ]
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There's a little need.
[ the need is she likes to do it ]
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