[a memory crossing her mind, another odd conversation. someone different that time, karlach. but... she doesn't have quite the same foggy feeling now.]
I would have taken you with me because I wouldn't ever leave you in this miserable place. But you don't know about them. You cannot know whether they are even alive, because you do not know that I even have cause to wonder about that.
[ his skin starts to burst at the seams, and the sense in the air, in every cell of her skin, is filled with a deep and gnawing envy for the world. She resents everyone who has had such an easy life growing up, anyone who had loving parents to protect them from the world. she is sickeningly jealous of all the ways in which others get to live their lives with freedom and joy, with all of their memories even. Even the bad memories bring something.
she feels her insides writhe with it, that envious feeling, that crawls beneath her skin and settles in like a contagion that will never be loosened. everyone, and everything, and the world, should pay for this. ]
Why do you need everything explained to you?! Are you a child? Are you an idiot? All I want is to see it! I need to see it all-- and you won't let me!
[ and as the creature lunges at her, everything goes white. ]
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holyspirits) wrote2025-03-23 03:14 pm
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What does this have to do with my parents? Of course I wouldn't leave you, but...
[what exactly is he talking about.]
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If you bring me with you, I can help you find your parents. It's that simple! What's with all the questions?
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I would have taken you with me because I wouldn't ever leave you in this miserable place. But you don't know about them. You cannot know whether they are even alive, because you do not know that I even have cause to wonder about that.
What do you really want from me...?
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I don't want you to leave me! Please, take me with you!
[ but it sounds less like richie, now. it's that funny feeling of starting to wake up from a dream, as light floods in through the window.
last call: yes or no? ]
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No. Not if you won't explain.
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she feels her insides writhe with it, that envious feeling, that crawls beneath her skin and settles in like a contagion that will never be loosened. everyone, and everything, and the world, should pay for this. ]
Why do you need everything explained to you?! Are you a child? Are you an idiot? All I want is to see it! I need to see it all-- and you won't let me!
[ and as the creature lunges at her, everything goes white. ]