[ (You don't move. You couldn't move, even if you wanted to.)
How thoroughly unsatisfied Siffrin has been with their life, didn't really have big plans for the future.. nothing but the loyalty to their friends. To their family. Just doing what they can to protect them, be with them, in this life here with a father that died recently so fresh on their mind and a mother who may as well have died after that loss. But they found something here. Found something in all of them and..
That was enough. Was everything. And this, this they wanted at least for Marcoh, to do anything for him and it wasn't about the favor for themselves. Why need a favor when everything they wanted was right here? So they wanted to help him, to not let him to do it alone, and all they can do is helplessly watch that dream being crushed before his eyes. ..There's nothing to keep them all here, is there? (They'll leave. They'll leave, and you'll be alone again.)
But they move ahead, a gentle hand and try to guide Marcoh along. There's nothing for them here. There's nothing left. There's only one path left, isn't there? Ignore those other feelings, push to the back of their mind, it's.. not over yet. Not yet, there's still something left for them to do. Focus on that and not the end.
Back to the drive, where they won't say a word, falling quiet. ]
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How thoroughly unsatisfied Siffrin has been with their life, didn't really have big plans for the future.. nothing but the loyalty to their friends. To their family. Just doing what they can to protect them, be with them, in this life here with a father that died recently so fresh on their mind and a mother who may as well have died after that loss. But they found something here. Found something in all of them and..
That was enough. Was everything. And this, this they wanted at least for Marcoh, to do anything for him and it wasn't about the favor for themselves. Why need a favor when everything they wanted was right here? So they wanted to help him, to not let him to do it alone, and all they can do is helplessly watch that dream being crushed before his eyes. ..There's nothing to keep them all here, is there? (They'll leave. They'll leave, and you'll be alone again.)
But they move ahead, a gentle hand and try to guide Marcoh along. There's nothing for them here. There's nothing left. There's only one path left, isn't there? Ignore those other feelings, push to the back of their mind, it's.. not over yet. Not yet, there's still something left for them to do. Focus on that and not the end.
Back to the drive, where they won't say a word, falling quiet. ]