Yeah. Yeah, I get it. Taking your own fate into your hands instead of waiting for the inevitable anyway. Not that it helps for the people he's leaving behind, but a lot of people seem to forget about those people.
He was still alive before you got here, wasn't he? If you're sent back, you're going back to a time before your death to prevent it. He would still be alive.
What would be the point of redemption if you were going right back to where you were and no time to avoid dying right away? [ a shrug. ] God's plan, if you're granted redemption, puts you back in a place to really live out your second chance. That's what I've heard and know to be true.
[ there's a nod, and that is that. daigo may finish his drink and be left to his own thoughts. if he stays long enough, gabriel will refill for him but otherwise he is leaving him be. no need to push. ]
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He said he has sixth months left. So, probably not.
[ another pause. ]
I think that's why he wants to go out on his own terms. He wants to die and not wait for it.
[ utterly, absolutely defeated once he says this out loud. ]
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... work on going back for that, if nothing else.
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What if he's already gone?
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[ trust you, more like. either way, this helps a little bit - although he's gripping onto desperation moreso than hopefulness. ]
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[ which. man. that'd also be a lot to unpack. maybe a lifetime of repression is bad, actually. ]
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Focus on what you would do if given more time, and assume you'll start from a good place again. It might help give you some direction.
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Thank you, Gabriel-san.
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