There are a lot of impossibilities that feel very possible suddenly when you look at them. Just as there are some impossibilities that will remain impossible all the same. It's about finding which is which and how to work with them.
[ she is getting the idea though that the old god really did not tell the new god as much as they could have. ]
My understanding is that place was meant to be quiet initially, but with so many of you being hurt it saw a lot more use than anticipated. Were you used to being alone before that?
[Sometimes, you are a sickly twink dying man, and then suddenly you are an abomination messiah. It's crazy.]
The failsafe was needed apparently. [He frowns mildly.] I spent a great deal of my life alone, but more recently... I was surrounded by many people whose thoughts were always in my mind. So I wasn't.
I suppose if you aren't all stepping on each other's toes. [ but oh. well. this actually isn't that weird. ]
A friend of mine connected with a magical forest back home. It meant he could communicate with the trees and act in their will, but he would feel what they felt and vice versa. It sounds a bit similar to that. Do you remain as one even after they're healed?
[That is because the hexcore made them behave....... partially.]
It is similar. Healing them makes them one with the rest. Healing brings them into the fold of the arcane collective, and that is the conditions I make them aware of at the beginning.
That's surprising then. [ she does not know of the hexcore.... the mindhive... ]
So as long as they know, they're still choosing for themselves. If they choose to leave the collective, does the healing become undone? [ a pause. ] Can they leave?
[He does not sound particularly upset about this - like it's a bad thing. That's his flock, is how he is seeing it. The ones he protects. Also, they cannot.]
Our connection in the collective sustains them. Without me, things will return to the way they had been.
But what if something were to happen to you permanently? [ i.e. literally what is happening because you're here? ] Does someone else take on the connection?
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[ she is getting the idea though that the old god really did not tell the new god as much as they could have. ]
My understanding is that place was meant to be quiet initially, but with so many of you being hurt it saw a lot more use than anticipated. Were you used to being alone before that?
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[Sometimes, you are a sickly twink dying man, and then suddenly you are an abomination messiah. It's crazy.]
The failsafe was needed apparently. [He frowns mildly.] I spent a great deal of my life alone, but more recently... I was surrounded by many people whose thoughts were always in my mind. So I wasn't.
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Their thoughts were in your mind?
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Yes. We were a part of a single collective. The commune shared everything. Thoughts, emotions, sometimes dreams, bodies.
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on the other, this sounds a lot different than that. ]
That sounds... very noisy, actually. [ that's not what she wants to say, she's still just kind of going "how are you all connected?" ]
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It has an adjustment period at first, but we are respectful of each other's... spiritual space.
[But to answer her thoughts:]
I was transmuted with magical technology, and so we are connected through it via me. In order to heal them, we must become one.
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A friend of mine connected with a magical forest back home. It meant he could communicate with the trees and act in their will, but he would feel what they felt and vice versa. It sounds a bit similar to that. Do you remain as one even after they're healed?
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[That is because the hexcore made them behave....... partially.]
It is similar. Healing them makes them one with the rest. Healing brings them into the fold of the arcane collective, and that is the conditions I make them aware of at the beginning.
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So as long as they know, they're still choosing for themselves. If they choose to leave the collective, does the healing become undone? [ a pause. ] Can they leave?
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No.
[He does not sound particularly upset about this - like it's a bad thing. That's his flock, is how he is seeing it. The ones he protects. Also, they cannot.]
Our connection in the collective sustains them. Without me, things will return to the way they had been.
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I don't know. But the doctor was probably right, if what I felt when I died happened: without me, the commune will perish.
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There has to be a way to stabilize it in that sort of event.
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[No, let them connect (Toi voice).]
There may be, but I had not found it at the time.
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... and nothing has provided clarity in your time here?