... it must've been painful for you to have to let go. To make that choice knowing that it's the one he would've wanted, and being aware of what was to come.
[ . . . ]
I think you're really strong for that, Ramiel.
[ yves would have been too insane to make the same move ]
If his son would upload, we could take his code to overwrite and repair what's been damaged. Because it's his own descendant, it wouldn't result in a conflict of identity.
You could think of it like a blood transfusion. We needed a match.
... But Gammie wouldn't allow her son to upload before he's old enough.
If he was uploaded... did that mean he couldn't be in the... reality side? [ he makes a face, like he's not sure what terminology to use ] The non-digital side?
Well... His emulation corrupted beyond repair. But then Maddie was there. In the cloud. Even though she had never wanted to upload and shouldn't have had the time to do so. Her son, too.
And then she brought Caspian back, somehow. And then they both disappeared. And then our dad was there, and he was going to explain everything, and I waited very patiently for a few minutes. But then he didn't have an explanation after all.
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It's hard when it brings up things that were hard to live through, huh?
... you really did love him. I felt that, too.
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And yet, I had to condemn him to a corrupted emulation.
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Is this... what you meant? About what happened to him. You can't reach him anymore...?
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[ . . . ]
I think you're really strong for that, Ramiel.
[ yves would have been too insane to make the same move ]
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I wanted it to go another way. I had a plan that might have been able to fix things for him.
But I knew that it was only a chance.
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You could think of it like a blood transfusion. We needed a match.
... But Gammie wouldn't allow her son to upload before he's old enough.
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If he was uploaded... did that mean he couldn't be in the... reality side? [ he makes a face, like he's not sure what terminology to use ] The non-digital side?
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[ so. he can probably understand gamaliel's objection. ]
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... I'm sorry. I know you were trying to help. It must've been a difficult choice for everyone.
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[ unfortunately ramiel understands the problems people have with it but is still like 'so what.' ]
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... I guess there's a lot about your society that I don't understand.
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That's a very common sentiment.
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[ to say the least, ]
But I know that you meant well. I know that your heart was definitely in the right place so I can at least say... I'm sorry that didn't work out.
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The situation got... confusing at the end, so. I don't know what to make of it, honestly. I don't know how to feel.
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Well... His emulation corrupted beyond repair. But then Maddie was there. In the cloud. Even though she had never wanted to upload and shouldn't have had the time to do so. Her son, too.
And then she brought Caspian back, somehow. And then they both disappeared. And then our dad was there, and he was going to explain everything, and I waited very patiently for a few minutes. But then he didn't have an explanation after all.
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.... none at all? How does that even happen?
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Have you talked to Gamaliel—uh, Maddie about this?
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Family dynamics seem complicated... I won't invite myself anywhere I don't belong, but let me know if I can help anywhere, okay?
[ holds her hand between both of his own ]
I know you both love each other. I do think that'll let everything work out eventually. It just might take a few bumps along the way.
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