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[personal profile] noirges 2025-02-16 05:56 am (UTC)(link)
So you don't know either...

[ a little bit of a sigh, but he supposes that's as much as they can deal with right now ]

Mm... I'm okay. [ a little more tentatively ] Tired and a little frustrated but... it's nothing I can't handle.

I just worry about others where this must be really overwhelming.
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[personal profile] noirges 2025-02-16 07:19 am (UTC)(link)
[ oh... he shifts enough so that he can look for zuriel's hand? handhold? ]

... we can find answers together then. It's alright. [ softly, trying to be soothing against the frustration ]

But until then, it's okay to be upset.
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[personal profile] noirges 2025-02-16 07:25 pm (UTC)(link)
[ these are his angels and he loves them... why wouldn't he hold their hands.... ]

... well, yes, but not really for that reason... I don't know if I want to come back to life, and I'm not even sure if I want to go to Heaven. [ he still doesn't feel like he deserves it, he might never feel like that ] I just want to be with my friends.

[ he still wants to be loved, but it feels like such a faraway fantasy. something he can't control, even if there are moments where hope flutters in his chest that this could be different ]

So if I'm upset... it's just because my friends are. It's just because I think it's an awful lot of heartache for people that I care about very much. [ jing yuan, jiaoqiu, charlie, everyone who ever loved each of them ]

Even if I know what it's like to have my friends die one by one, it doesn't mean I want to experience it again.
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[personal profile] noirges 2025-02-17 12:53 am (UTC)(link)
[ every week is affection week for yves literally nothing he's doing has been further motivated by the effect he's just like this ]

Get roaring drunk and try to induce temporary amnesia?

[ okay he's joking ]

... I don't know. I think everyone needs to try to feel safe again. I'll do my best to help with that too.
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[personal profile] noirges 2025-02-17 07:54 am (UTC)(link)
[ ? ]

Have people not been?

[ clearly cannot fathom that ]
noirges: (ღ and pulled out a ring and said)

[personal profile] noirges 2025-02-17 08:01 am (UTC)(link)













People besides Brimstone?
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[personal profile] noirges 2025-02-17 08:09 am (UTC)(link)
Don't know, but I heard it in trial today. I think it's okay to choose your own name if you think it suits.

[ but he looks thoughtful ]

I guess some people are a little bit more reserved than others...
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[personal profile] noirges 2025-02-17 08:24 am (UTC)(link)
[ nodding... yves has run into a few hurdles, but he's had shockingly honest and vulnerable conversations with people already. but that's also just something that happens to him normally, after enough time. ]

Mm... Is there anything I can do to help, do you think?
noirges: (ღ so i sneak out to the garden)

[personal profile] noirges 2025-02-17 08:49 am (UTC)(link)
[ why would you think that...

yves just smiles a little bit - it's a little sheepish, a little self-aware ]


.... I'd like to do more. If something comes to mind, let me know?

But if I can use my twisted sense of love to be able to actually help people, then... I'm glad it's good for something.
noirges: (ღ i spent my whole life here)

[personal profile] noirges 2025-02-17 09:12 am (UTC)(link)
[ smiles ]

So we're getting roaring drunk for real?

[ stop this you glutton ]
noirges: (ღ even know me at all)

[personal profile] noirges 2025-02-18 04:10 am (UTC)(link)
[ hehehe just laughs innocently ]

You got it. I'll do my part then.
noirges: (ღ we can be alone)

[personal profile] noirges 2025-02-18 05:24 am (UTC)(link)
We can look at the kiosk catalog together!

[ smiles, like that'll hopefully be enough to lift their spirits ]

I like being able to set up stuff for parties and festivities. We'll just need a lot of alcohol, and then a lot of juice and snacks for the kids who don't drink.
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[personal profile] noirges 2025-02-18 05:59 am (UTC)(link)
[ hehEHEHE ]

And the three of you have to come.

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