Well you know how rumors are. Somebody hears something about your old reputation and it spreads around before you can even really do anything about it. Kinda like being doomed from the start but throwing yourself in anyway to see. [ sip. ] ... here has been really different, and I don't know if it's because I haven't mentioned, like, most things about me or if it's really about taking steps. I'd like it to be the latter, but... I also know I haven't been really great about the former.
[ sometimes you're just a little guy and you are fixated on the idea of something new to escape terrible things. ]
Do you have any idea how you might go about trying to find her? [ ... ] That's the chance in anything, you're right. But it also depends who you're around and where you are. I think a lot can be said about circumstance. It's half the reason I believed in this. So let me hope for you.
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[ sometimes you're just a little guy and you are fixated on the idea of something new to escape terrible things. ]
Do you have any idea how you might go about trying to find her? [ ... ] That's the chance in anything, you're right. But it also depends who you're around and where you are. I think a lot can be said about circumstance. It's half the reason I believed in this. So let me hope for you.