Oh, that's good, though I'm worried if we've missed anything else.
[ I have never felt so helpless tech wise in my life. They both really don't know Lucas is going to traumatize him more and he will handle that alone even in the gy. ]
... I'm starting to think you may be right, but I don't know what to do with it.
Physically? No, I don't think so. But I have been thinking about those messages lately and what they were meant to convey. I don't know if any of you have thought further about it and come to a conclusion, or if I'm being silly to still be theorizing on it.
[ jacopo for fucks sake PLEASE DON'T HANDLE YOUR BEHEADING ALONE. ]
... you don't want to rush into it if it is a suppressed memory, I think. When we tried approaching Noah about remembering his murder... it hurt him, at first. Panicked to remember the details. But it was for the better in the end, maybe.
Are we thinking on the messages from the fourth week? With the knocking... And the verses?
[ listen............ he doesn't want to be h/c'ed even though he probably should. ]
It seemed like a simple and rather impactful memory, on a positive note at that. [ So like ? ] There are other parts I'm concerned about, but... Surely his friends from home will do something.
Yes, those, and the overall picture that comes with it. They feel separated from each other, but I wonder if that's on purpose. To make us think less of it rather than taking it at face value? People always second-guess something that seems so obvious.
[ i think he very much needs to be h/c'ed, please help him. ]
That's something good at least. [ but if lucas doesn't remember it then that's. literally why then. ] It's going to depend if his friends from home can do something. All of them seem to be struggling themselves.
I had thought it was an implication... Of the mysterious individual infiltrating. Someone let them in by mistake, or under poor judgment, and it was the individual's plan to invite the plague we have now because they are—unhappy with god?
They are. [ Jacopo, you can't think yourself better than them, but he does. Except for Adolphe, apparently. He carries himself so cognizant of what's wrong with himself and what should be right. ] Perhaps... I'll broach it.
That seems to be our best guess now. [ however, we now know mary was doing this on purpose. thank you, mary. ] Though it's the unhappiness with God that I'm less certain of. None of it sounds particularly targeted, until it is.
[ jacopo. she just shakes her head. ]
It can't hurt. An outsider's perspective might be more valuable than you think.
Cursing god is also very common among people, I feel like. When things are rough, they want something to blame. [ Thinks some more. ] A result of god's intervention, someone who doesn't feel like they belonged before? Taking things into their own hands, even if it's beyond them?
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[ I have never felt so helpless tech wise in my life. They both really don't know Lucas is going to traumatize him more and he will handle that alone even in the gy. ]
... I'm starting to think you may be right, but I don't know what to do with it.
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[ jacopo for fucks sake PLEASE DON'T HANDLE YOUR BEHEADING ALONE. ]
... you don't want to rush into it if it is a suppressed memory, I think. When we tried approaching Noah about remembering his murder... it hurt him, at first. Panicked to remember the details. But it was for the better in the end, maybe.
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[ listen............ he doesn't want to be h/c'ed even though he probably should. ]
It seemed like a simple and rather impactful memory, on a positive note at that. [ So like ? ] There are other parts I'm concerned about, but... Surely his friends from home will do something.
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[ i think he very much needs to be h/c'ed, please help him. ]
That's something good at least. [ but if lucas doesn't remember it then that's. literally why then. ] It's going to depend if his friends from home can do something. All of them seem to be struggling themselves.
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They are. [ Jacopo, you can't think yourself better than them, but he does. Except for Adolphe, apparently. He carries himself so cognizant of what's wrong with himself and what should be right. ] Perhaps... I'll broach it.
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[ jacopo. she just shakes her head. ]
It can't hurt. An outsider's perspective might be more valuable than you think.
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[ To be more like... Precise on the lyrics. ]
... All right.
[ but lucas does that to him ]
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The most we can do is keep an eye out and make sure everyone's in the loop. About everything.