obdure: (pic#17647813)

[personal profile] obdure 2025-03-23 06:03 pm (UTC)(link)
... I still don't know if I'm a good fit.

[ Even though there are times where he tries to be something more than he is. It comes and goes when you are dealing with mental illness and insecurities. ]
hotfixer: (pic#17645241)

[personal profile] hotfixer 2025-03-23 09:53 pm (UTC)(link)
I can't make that choice for you. I just want you to understand your options.

[ .............. and that she thinks one of them is a really good option. ]
obdure: (pic#17647863)

[personal profile] obdure 2025-03-24 05:22 am (UTC)(link)
... I also meant I don't think I'll pass.

[ yeah. ]
hotfixer: (pic#17600524)

[personal profile] hotfixer 2025-03-24 05:24 am (UTC)(link)
Why not?

Have you hurt anyone?
obdure: (pic#17647769)

[personal profile] obdure 2025-03-24 08:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Here, no... but I don't think I've changed much as a person.

[ Maybe? He has settled down a bit, but that's just less madness and hysteria in his eyes. ]
hotfixer: (pic#17600516)

[personal profile] hotfixer 2025-03-24 08:10 pm (UTC)(link)
So? All that proves is that you are capable of change.

Next, you change for the better.
obdure: (pic#17679379)

[personal profile] obdure 2025-03-25 04:06 am (UTC)(link)
In the amount of time we have left?

[ He's a little dubious, really. ]
hotfixer: (pic#17645241)

[personal profile] hotfixer 2025-03-25 04:27 am (UTC)(link)
I think it's perfectly possible.
obdure: (pic#17647799)

[personal profile] obdure 2025-03-25 05:30 am (UTC)(link)
... How old are you?

[ HE NEVER REALLY ASKED ]
hotfixer: (pic#17600518)

[personal profile] hotfixer 2025-03-25 05:39 am (UTC)(link)
That's subjective.

But approximately 20 years old, by your standards.
obdure: (pic#17647772)

[personal profile] obdure 2025-03-25 06:18 am (UTC)(link)
... Then what age would you put yourself at?

[ Is this a mental age thing? Physical age stuff? Why do immortals exist? ]
hotfixer: (pic#17600514)

[personal profile] hotfixer 2025-03-25 09:04 pm (UTC)(link)
4.2x10⁹ cycles.
obdure: (pic#17647830)

[personal profile] obdure 2025-03-26 02:03 am (UTC)(link)
[ ... ]

All right. Twenty is still young.
obdure: (pic#17647813)

[personal profile] obdure 2025-03-26 05:14 am (UTC)(link)
... Maybe it's easy for some people, but I think I struggle.

[ If he let go easier, then he wouldn't be in his predicament, he thinks. But he's also stupid.,/small> ]
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[personal profile] hotfixer 2025-03-26 05:19 am (UTC)(link)
I think it's hard for most people.
obdure: (pic#17715074)

[personal profile] obdure 2025-03-27 06:07 am (UTC)(link)
I feel like some people are trying here, at least.