... Shouldn't you want some time away? Not in the part I never return, but at least a short break. I know that I have a short temper, worse in nature right now, but still.
[ a distant way, but not an inaccurate way judging by the fact jacopo understood. ]
I think a person doesn't have to physically be alone to be alone. [ is all they say, before they pause. right. god... ]
A couple of times, yeah. I looked into the idea of being religious and believing in something a couple of times, and I always heard that if you prayed God would respond. It didn't work out that way.
[ they don't reply because they know they're right. ]
... I needed a miracle. And I asked, all the time, and it never came. So yeah. Can't say I relate either. God finally showing up didn't totally change my mind either.
Despite meeting the divine, still of same opinion.
[ He's not surprised. It just seems goofy for God to be able to fix everything. It would make things feel awful for him because why did he suffer all of it for? Character anti-development? Regression?? ]
... That isn't too surprising. Nothing has stopped death before. I wouldn't count all the technology some people have to be the same as impeding death.
You have a kind heart even if there's some insolence in there.
[ Because Gabriel is thinking about their important person and their wants since in comparison, ]
... Despite all I've done, I still want to see Morgana one more time. Even if she doesn't want to see me, or ever again, I want her to know—that I'm sorry.
[ Even if it means nothing at all, he wants her to know that he didn't want the tragedy that befell on them, that there are all these regrets. ]
I wish you the best, Gabriel, for whatever comes after this project.
[ there's a soft exhale almost like a laugh. they can't disagree, really. but they think about this. ]
... I don't think that's wrong. I have my own apologies I owe. Things to make right if I ever find people. [ but they shake their head. ] Thanks though. You can see why I want the same for the rest of you first. You have a chance for a chance. I think it's fair to consider it.
[ He's quiet at first... Understanding, but maybe it is just the moment. Things don't change over the course of a night, or a week, or months, maybe even years, but they have so much time while they're dead, don't they.
Until their souls eventually erode and weather to their purest state. ]
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It's rough navigating this shit on your own. [ so they don't care. ] Don't use this as an excuse to avoid me though. Okay?
[ do not be shamed into vanishing or they're going to be annoyed. ]
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... Shouldn't you want some time away? Not in the part I never return, but at least a short break. I know that I have a short temper, worse in nature right now, but still.
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I've had enough time by myself for a lifetime, Jacopo. Short tempers are the least of my concerns.
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[ Yeah? ]
... You looked to god at some point in your life... Or that is what the memory implies.
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I think a person doesn't have to physically be alone to be alone. [ is all they say, before they pause. right. god... ]
A couple of times, yeah. I looked into the idea of being religious and believing in something a couple of times, and I always heard that if you prayed God would respond. It didn't work out that way.
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[ It's a universal feeling sometimes. Very common. ]
I've always heard that faith can change someone's life at their lowest. I can't say that I relate.
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... I needed a miracle. And I asked, all the time, and it never came. So yeah. Can't say I relate either. God finally showing up didn't totally change my mind either.
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[ He's not surprised. It just seems goofy for God to be able to fix everything. It would make things feel awful for him because why did he suffer all of it for? Character anti-development? Regression?? ]
... What was the miracle?
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Someone important to me was dying. I wanted God to save her. It didn't work.
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[ But he is medieval. ]
Have you two... Reconnected? In the afterlife.
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[ they are not medieval but some of you are from insane worlds. they shake their head though. ]
No, nothing. I don't even really know where to look, or even if I should right now.
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... It doesn't have to be now. You should have time—this is the afterlife.
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[ Because Gabriel is thinking about their important person and their wants since in comparison, ]
... Despite all I've done, I still want to see Morgana one more time. Even if she doesn't want to see me, or ever again, I want her to know—that I'm sorry.
[ Even if it means nothing at all, he wants her to know that he didn't want the tragedy that befell on them, that there are all these regrets. ]
I wish you the best, Gabriel, for whatever comes after this project.
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... I don't think that's wrong. I have my own apologies I owe. Things to make right if I ever find people. [ but they shake their head. ] Thanks though. You can see why I want the same for the rest of you first. You have a chance for a chance. I think it's fair to consider it.
[ but... man. ]
May as well get comfy. We're here until tomorrow.
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Until their souls eventually erode and weather to their purest state. ]
... Tomorrow is soon, isn't it.
[ IT SURE IS... lets this go. ]