You know, I feel like every time we talk you say something so concerning in the most casual way possible and I can't tell if you're underreacting, I'm overreacting, or we're both just... reacting. [ ... ] I probably would've bolted, too.
Hence why you didn't ever before either? I don't know. I think... [ ...no, never mind, the mood from gabriel is already slightly rancid and they're very much trying to fix that. ] There are so many rules you're stuck abiding to, it's kinda insane.
I mean everywhere. If there are less rules about mages, there are more rules about other things. Even in Antiva, they control the price of leather.
[ so a metaphor that gabriel wont understand, but. you know. the point. ]
Or here, in Heaven, where we are supposed to be entirely free, still we are bound by the rules of our redemption and of whatever it is that is trying to destroy us.
[ they don't reply for a bit. which is bad, because it means their emotions are a lot easier to parse and it's just a lot of low-level anxiety and depression with a tiny bit of anger tied to it. their pen taps on a page of the bible before they just rip it out and move to the next page. ]
Freedom always has a price, but that's not... [ ugh. ] God would have to be a major dick to hold all of this against everybody. And whatever this thing is... it wants to keep coming back for some reason. So maybe the answer is baiting it and trapping it somehow.
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It did kill a girl at my joining, but I went first, so I didn't see it. Luckily. Or I probably would have bolted.
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[ just ... reacting. ]
They kill you if you bolt, though, just as a fair warning.
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Hence why you didn't ever before either? I don't know. I think... [ ...no, never mind, the mood from gabriel is already slightly rancid and they're very much trying to fix that. ] There are so many rules you're stuck abiding to, it's kinda insane.
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I don't know that there's anywhere with less rules.
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You mean in your own world, right? Like I'm pretty sure there are other places with less rules.
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[ so a metaphor that gabriel wont understand, but. you know. the point. ]
Or here, in Heaven, where we are supposed to be entirely free, still we are bound by the rules of our redemption and of whatever it is that is trying to destroy us.
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Freedom always has a price, but that's not... [ ugh. ] God would have to be a major dick to hold all of this against everybody. And whatever this thing is... it wants to keep coming back for some reason. So maybe the answer is baiting it and trapping it somehow.