I like your passion. [ she means you deserve better than that, but she thinks maybe they harp on that point a little too much sometimes, and sometimes you don't want to deserve better you just want someone who you have lost for various reasons. ] I think it's normal to be upset he didn't want to try harder even if you wouldn't have changed your mind. Especially when he's never really tried for you the entire time you've been here.
[ sometimes it is simply that if someone is not willing to accept the full force of his passions, of his causes, then what else is there of him to accept? ]
I guess it's too much these days to want someone who will kill for you.
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[ pointing it out quietly ]
And not difficult enough for him to argue that hard about it either, right?
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I know that is ... him respecting my decision. And I would have been angry, had he argued, but--
[ there's a part of him that wishes he had fought. As messy and vulnerable as that is. ]
He says that he admires my passion, but always seems so afraid of it. The things that it can do.
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I guess it's too much these days to want someone who will kill for you.
[ just a little joke. to lighten the mood. ]
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[ shaking her head like tsk tsk. playing along. yea yea murder bad but also sometimes you DO want someone to be willing to kill for you man ]