[ the fact that he keeps playing with her hair is actually what is fucking her up, because that is distinctly a thing this missing memory used to do to her all the time and she has no idea what to do with that.
but she doesn't tell him to knock it off either. ]
... no, I don't think I disagree. You wouldn't struggle if you didn't care deeply for the thing you're letting go, would you? It's why people mourn the dead. It's hard to let go of the things you've held for so long. [ it's why none of them had wanted to let gansey go either, and why they asked cabeswater to sacrifice itself to bring him back. ]
I do still think there's a time and fate somewhere where you can get everything you want. It just may take the right circumstances. [ that was it. that was the point of her story, because even if she's lacking something that was once important, she has her boyfriend and she has her friends and they're making it work. she had even been content until she came here and got hit with deja vu and realized something was missing. ]
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but she doesn't tell him to knock it off either. ]
... no, I don't think I disagree. You wouldn't struggle if you didn't care deeply for the thing you're letting go, would you? It's why people mourn the dead. It's hard to let go of the things you've held for so long. [ it's why none of them had wanted to let gansey go either, and why they asked cabeswater to sacrifice itself to bring him back. ]
I do still think there's a time and fate somewhere where you can get everything you want. It just may take the right circumstances. [ that was it. that was the point of her story, because even if she's lacking something that was once important, she has her boyfriend and she has her friends and they're making it work. she had even been content until she came here and got hit with deja vu and realized something was missing. ]