[ yves nods. scien is also important to him, unfortunately.

but. ]

... yeah. I think that makes sense. Maybe one day I can receive that kind of love but... [ a pause, like he's trying to organize his thoughts ] It's a little...

I don't know how to feel, thinking about how the only person who I know could love me is... out of reach.

[ because he doesn't want to pursue her... even though he cradles that feeling of experiencing a blinding level of love so closely ]